7. Jan, 2017
Summer,
And all the way downhill,
Perfumes blossomed
From washing lines,
Sweet flavourings of air
Adrift on warm winds.
A ginger skittish kitten,
Pretending to be stuck in a tree,
Had around it
A little court
Of concerned admirers.
Standing on the grass
Between the maisonettes
Where once my brother lived,
New tenants
Have a tiny picket fence
And flowers.
There's a supermarket soon
And the big Burdock Way.
But just here, invisible,
Traffic sounds like a lazy sea.
Summer.
Ruth Enright
Two teddies are now
Both in my keeping,
Gifts to toddler grandchildren, us.
When new, Bruin was purple, larger,
With a deep growl.
My brother's.
Teddy was smaller, fawn,
Mine.
He lost his growl after an unfortunate fall
And a sink bath.
I loved Teddy with a depth which included emotional guilt.
I was jealous because Bruin was bigger and purple
And my own ted must never know of that.
I was the oldest but the girl.
Perhaps that played into who got which bear.
Bruin is no longer purple,
Faded after decades on my brother's windowsills,
At home and in his flat.
For a few years now, both have looked down from
The high shelf beside my daughter's childhood raised bed.
They leaned together, slightly forward,
As if wanting to come down.
I climbed up to get them the other day and soon saw why.
Both lambswool, moths have pecked their back legs into small
bald patches.
It's been a poignant time as my mother has lately died too.
I felt I had let them down, the two teds,
Neglected while cherished still.
I've dusted them off and put them on the coverlet
Of the single bed below,
Where they seem more contented, two old men together.
Better now, their worn little faces seem to say.