23. May, 2020
Warley Road Primary topped the hill.
Two flagged playgrounds sloping down,
One for boys,
One for girls,
Each marked with its arch;
Round stone balls on gable roofs,
An old orphanage for the many left behind
Become a school.
We sped down bottle glass slides
For our Winter sports;
In Summer, for boys only,
Squeezy bottles for footballs,
For the girls whip and top,
To make chalk pattern whorls.
A grab of penny sweets from across the street,
Sticky black jacks, jungle fruit chews
And that hubba bubba bubblegum
Which even smelt pink.
Then to go home down Wainhouse Road,
With cobbled sets and flagstones that shone
Like copper conkers in the rain;
One blackened graveyard on the left
Going down,
Uphill past another on the right;
Ethels and Mabels and Alberts,
‘At rest’ below Wainhouse Tower.
Crossley and Porter’s over the road,
Another orphanage turned school
And as grand as a chateau
With its mansard roofs for the poor.
But now, just the elite,
Who have passed their exam,
Can go through it.
Then I’m back in the door for tea,
On a Wednesday, hairdresser’s night,
‘American salad’ prepared by dad,
Ham hock, tinned peaches, cream cheese.
Ruth Enright
Two teddies are now
Both in my keeping,
Gifts to toddler grandchildren, us.
When new, Bruin was purple, larger,
With a deep growl.
My brother's.
Teddy was smaller, fawn,
Mine.
He lost his growl after an unfortunate fall
And a sink bath.
I loved Teddy with a depth which included emotional guilt.
I was jealous because Bruin was bigger and purple
And my own ted must never know of that.
I was the oldest but the girl.
Perhaps that played into who got which bear.
Bruin is no longer purple,
Faded after decades on my brother's windowsills,
At home and in his flat.
For a few years now, both have looked down from
The high shelf beside my daughter's childhood raised bed.
They leaned together, slightly forward,
As if wanting to come down.
I climbed up to get them the other day and soon saw why.
Both lambswool, moths have pecked their back legs into small
bald patches.
It's been a poignant time as my mother has lately died too.
I felt I had let them down, the two teds,
Neglected while cherished still.
I've dusted them off and put them on the coverlet
Of the single bed below,
Where they seem more contented, two old men together.
Better now, their worn little faces seem to say.