15. Nov, 2021
Christmas climbed the attic stairs in advance.
Net bags of hazelnuts, almonds, tough shelled Brazils,
A chocolate orange each;
Seasonal tins of sweet and savoury biscuits,
Fortifications of mince pies piled high
To be presented to visitors who might call in.
They began to mount from mid-November
In a gradual ascent, keeping cool up there.
Above, hiding under the eaves,
The Christmas tree and toys bided their time
With a clutter of candles in old Chianti bottles,
Tinsel festoons
And metallic dangling baubles particular to each room.
One summer, there had been new wallpaper,
Silver white on the chimney breast,
Purple blue abstracts in the alcoves, 70s best.
My dad, no handyman in general,
Made it his business to hammer in, out of the blue,
Two enormous six inch nails, immediately.
When asked, aghast, as to why, he said,
“Ready for the Christmas decorations, of course,”
And there they had to remain, looking oddly mysterious,
To stop damp getting through when it rained down the flue.
Ruth Enright
Two teddies are now
Both in my keeping,
Gifts to toddler grandchildren, us.
When new, Bruin was purple, larger,
With a deep growl.
My brother's.
Teddy was smaller, fawn,
Mine.
He lost his growl after an unfortunate fall
And a sink bath.
I loved Teddy with a depth which included emotional guilt.
I was jealous because Bruin was bigger and purple
And my own ted must never know of that.
I was the oldest but the girl.
Perhaps that played into who got which bear.
Bruin is no longer purple,
Faded after decades on my brother's windowsills,
At home and in his flat.
For a few years now, both have looked down from
The high shelf beside my daughter's childhood raised bed.
They leaned together, slightly forward,
As if wanting to come down.
I climbed up to get them the other day and soon saw why.
Both lambswool, moths have pecked their back legs into small
bald patches.
It's been a poignant time as my mother has lately died too.
I felt I had let them down, the two teds,
Neglected while cherished still.
I've dusted them off and put them on the coverlet
Of the single bed below,
Where they seem more contented, two old men together.
Better now, their worn little faces seem to say.